Friday, June 20, 2014

Aftershocks

The aftershocks from our personal, family earthquake have surprised me.  I didn't expect to feel this complete resolve to never let anything (or anyone) do this to me, my husband or my family again.  Right or wrong is almost superfluous.  I will not abandon my professional career this time - which means logistics will absolutely change going forward.     

Here at the end of a such a cathartic, terrifying experience and on the edge of a rising, steadfast determination, I think I understand one of my favorite women just a little bit better.


"Scarlett knew that she, too, was greatly changed.  Otherwise she could not have done the things she had done since she was last in Atlanta; otherwise she would not now be contemplating doing what she desperately hoped to do.  But there was a difference, she could not, for the moment, tell.  Perhaps it was that there was nothing she would not do, and there were so many things these people would rather die than do.  Perhaps it was that they were without hope but still smiling at life, bowing gracefully and passing it by. 

And this Scarlett would not do.

She could not ignore life.  She had to live it and it was too brutal, too hostile for her even to try to gloss over its harshness with a smile.  Of the sweetness and courage and unyielding pride of her friends, Scarlett saw nothing.  She saw only a silly stiff-neckedness which observed facts but smiled and refused to look them in the face."

-Margaret Mitchell- 

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